God, the creator of this mysterious universe and of all living organisms, including you, me and him. From his vantage point, God has made a great and sarcastic jest on him. He has given him a precious gift---life, nevertheless, he forgets to bestow him the strength or courage to voyage the ocean of facets and leap across the pavement of obstacles on the road of life. He looks down on himself. He has no guts to face the difficulties and challenges. Rather than facing it, pathetically, he chooses to escape and run way from all those troubles. As time passes, he finally realises that there is no any other path for him to getaway. It is the time for him to encounter and decipher the meaning of his tough and harsh life. He starts to get afraid. He has a deep chill flowing in his spine when he tries to imagine and think of the time when he is alone in the war, fighting and combating with the facets, the difficulties......
Friends are like brollies, protecting him from heavy rains and thunderstorm, whereas family is his shelter which will always keep him from any harm or being hurt. However, time proceeds with the speed of light. Time flies without waiting anyone. He is not a baby boy anymore, he has turned into a matured adult as the time passes. The fact is his beloved friends and family are not always by his side. His life has a drastic change, a 720 degrees change. His family is far away from him and his friends are no longer by his side, accompanying him. All of a sudden he feels like he has nothing. He carries on his life with a forlorn hope. He has tried tremendously hard to adapt to the new environment, but the stress and burden keep falling on his shoulders. Clouds are all over him. Darkness is approaching to him. He tries not to express ,however, the people around him slowly realise it. He is in the verge of collapsing...He feels helpless. He feels that there is a hint of mockery from the God....
He has a BROKEN family.He keeps himself aloof from the others as a way to protect himself. He can be a good friend but not an intimate friend. He is a good listener but not a good SPEAKER. He feels insecure to share his feelings which are kept inside his deep heart’s core. This small,diminutive heart has never been unrevealed for 19 years. He has never spoken to his beloved family members or even his friends for years. Our heart is fragile and vulnerable, try to imagine, when you are blowing a balloon, you keep on blowing it even though it reaches its maximum size, what will happen next? The balloon bursts. His heart is as seemed as the ballon, both are so delicate and subtle and he knows he needs to express his feelings, but he never did. The moment of crumpling is travelling towards him, step by step...
Actually simplicity is not as easy as we all think. Men are born to be complex. He tries his best to be a simple man, enjoying his uncomplicated life. However, what we want and what we achieve is not DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL. Albeit an infinitesimal and insignificant thing, he complicates himself to think about it. From a dust to the mystery outer space... all are in his mind. He tries to get them all out of his mind, but his mind does not allow the complex thoughts to getaway of his dismal brain. So until now, he still has not attained his goal, the simplest wish in which at the same time the toughest as well: to be a simple man. The moment of subsiding is just 1mm away from him...
The world of emotions is so different and is full of colours and shadows. If we were lucky and grew up in a happy and loving family, we probably have an inner program that makes it easy for us to lead a happy life in a loving relationship. If, on the other hand, there was much worry, anger, resentment and other negativity in our childhood, chances are that we will have a hard time being happy and loving as adults. That probably applies to most of us; we are victims of negative programming, during childhood. However, he grew up in a broken family. This is much understood but he never seems to be helping himself. He just locks himself in his limited world, reluctant to open his heart to welcome this idyllic world. This is him, a lonesome man who abandons and isolates himself from the world. The world is always open for him and welcome him to enter with open arms. It just depends when he wants to unveil his inner heart and step out of the darkness surrounding him. If he is willing to give his first step, he will soon realise the warmth and tenderness of this world because spring is never too far when you are in winter......
Friends are like brollies, protecting him from heavy rains and thunderstorm, whereas family is his shelter which will always keep him from any harm or being hurt. However, time proceeds with the speed of light. Time flies without waiting anyone. He is not a baby boy anymore, he has turned into a matured adult as the time passes. The fact is his beloved friends and family are not always by his side. His life has a drastic change, a 720 degrees change. His family is far away from him and his friends are no longer by his side, accompanying him. All of a sudden he feels like he has nothing. He carries on his life with a forlorn hope. He has tried tremendously hard to adapt to the new environment, but the stress and burden keep falling on his shoulders. Clouds are all over him. Darkness is approaching to him. He tries not to express ,however, the people around him slowly realise it. He is in the verge of collapsing...He feels helpless. He feels that there is a hint of mockery from the God....
He has a BROKEN family.He keeps himself aloof from the others as a way to protect himself. He can be a good friend but not an intimate friend. He is a good listener but not a good SPEAKER. He feels insecure to share his feelings which are kept inside his deep heart’s core. This small,diminutive heart has never been unrevealed for 19 years. He has never spoken to his beloved family members or even his friends for years. Our heart is fragile and vulnerable, try to imagine, when you are blowing a balloon, you keep on blowing it even though it reaches its maximum size, what will happen next? The balloon bursts. His heart is as seemed as the ballon, both are so delicate and subtle and he knows he needs to express his feelings, but he never did. The moment of crumpling is travelling towards him, step by step...
Actually simplicity is not as easy as we all think. Men are born to be complex. He tries his best to be a simple man, enjoying his uncomplicated life. However, what we want and what we achieve is not DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL. Albeit an infinitesimal and insignificant thing, he complicates himself to think about it. From a dust to the mystery outer space... all are in his mind. He tries to get them all out of his mind, but his mind does not allow the complex thoughts to getaway of his dismal brain. So until now, he still has not attained his goal, the simplest wish in which at the same time the toughest as well: to be a simple man. The moment of subsiding is just 1mm away from him...
The world of emotions is so different and is full of colours and shadows. If we were lucky and grew up in a happy and loving family, we probably have an inner program that makes it easy for us to lead a happy life in a loving relationship. If, on the other hand, there was much worry, anger, resentment and other negativity in our childhood, chances are that we will have a hard time being happy and loving as adults. That probably applies to most of us; we are victims of negative programming, during childhood. However, he grew up in a broken family. This is much understood but he never seems to be helping himself. He just locks himself in his limited world, reluctant to open his heart to welcome this idyllic world. This is him, a lonesome man who abandons and isolates himself from the world. The world is always open for him and welcome him to enter with open arms. It just depends when he wants to unveil his inner heart and step out of the darkness surrounding him. If he is willing to give his first step, he will soon realise the warmth and tenderness of this world because spring is never too far when you are in winter......
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